Do we know it's Christmas time at all?

Oh, it came and it went...what was that?


I have a very blurry image left....


I had the tree, the candles...Santa did come and left what we wished for...and yet...


I am still asking for more...


The spirit of Christmas...the magic...did anyone feel it...I thought I did but it was a tiny glimpse, a whisper....a gentle breeze and then...gone...


I want it, I want it back so badly...


Where did it go?


Is it in the air? in the light?

Is it in the sweet little things we created?

Is it in Morgana's smile?

Is it the feeling when opening presents early on Christmas morning?

The peace after the opening of the presents?

writing to faraway friends who are missed so ...

So this is our Christmas...


feeling empty...something is missing...
not the singing...the food...music...good films and books....


oh no....we got plenty of that....

Hope, we get the message...



So this is Christmas
And what have you done
Another year over
And a new one just begun
Ans so this is Christmas
I hope you have fun
The near and the dear one
The old and the young

A very merry Christmas
And a happy New Year
Let's hope it's a good one
Without any fear
And so this is Christmas
For weak and for strong
For rich and the poor ones
The world is so wrong
And so happy Christmas
For black and for white
For yellow and red ones
Let's stop all the fight
A very merry Christmas
And a happy New Year
Let's hope it's a good one
Without any fear
And so this is Christmas
And what have we done
Another year over
And a new one just begun
Ans so this is Christmas
I hope you have fun
The near and the dear one
The old and the young
A very merry Christmas
And a happy New Year
Let's hope it's a good one
Without any fear
War is over over
If you want it
War is over
Now... 


(John Lennon)