Time after time

 Time after time

Sweet autumn breezes by and yet

each day filled with little moments 

precious still life

memories short and sweet

I am the good wife

Time after time 

clear open skies, sunrise flames

cooler winds , charcoal nights

and his breath

heavier and thicker, real life

Time after time

and again my self

inner outer misaligned

time lapse, twilight zone

my flesh and bone

old woman

Time after time

feeling and wanting

praying and dreaming

working and keeping

time lost, tense in the present

tight tension like string

thin yet strong

like spiderweb's thread

I am spider grandmother

Time after time

wise old me, strong

working with inner balacne

so fragile inside

like thousand sharp splinters

above and beyond a parallel dimesion

trying to break the tension

Time after time

I repeat myself 

boredom of the world's ignorance

working hard to disperse fear

time is here, here and now

and soon, just before

the end

https://earth-magick.com/journal/honoring-the-goddess-grandmother-spider/

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spider_Grandmother