For the Whole Wide World

 For the ancestors

and our future people

For the disgraced 

Humans in turbulent times

Cycles repeating

Per la gente che non sa niente

Per tutta la gente

For all, for each and every one

Person born into this

Remember this is us

Remember this is where we came from

And what is ours should be sacred

Not trushed, disintregated

Listening to the pulse

missing beats

This is the same, 

Inside, our organs

the things we do, our mistreats.

Rottening, decomposing

And yet some think it is

True victory, poisonous interjecting

For the Whole Wide World

has gone mad

In need of healing

Desperately seeking

The wisdom lost

I am too angry to be sad

As what I miss the most

Is hidden in my heart

Deep and feeble 

Can I still hear it?

Calling the Ancient People

 Calling the Ancient Laws

Keepers of the Universal Wisdom

Secret stories and unwritten tales

The trees and the land passing

The plant and the animal kingdom

The sun, the moon, the stars 

The light and darkness

The earth, our Goddess

The moment within, now

Never, ever, but also always

Infinite, timeless, magnificent

Precious heart beat

Rhythm of this marvellous, 

Wondrous dance of life;

Calling the Ancient people,

Hear their whispers as we cry

Never let the fire dye

And so the days

 And so the days

with their light, fast paced minutes

seconds away to eternety, moments 

to staw for precious imprints

fugitive memories

long term remembrance and the pain

heavy hours passing, pressing down

clearing up past, forward to now

and then, the future holds

suspended and yet dense

hazy

and so the days

seem lazy

 From the higher hum

humbling searching

grounding

healing

Frequency tuning

pulsing variations

humming

Looking withing

knotted lump

frosted, hardened 

I surrender to the dark

Then the feeble 

dim light

frail and tired

yet with aspiration

I open up to light

And the mist lifts

and the spirit rise

Delight

 Grey, gold, silver and sea

early in the morning

for evening time, me

glooming, mourning

the light and bright spark

once held inside

the night, the dark

now deep tight, hide

Glimpses of stories in dreams in the night

memories of such delight

Breathe

 Breathe

The last breath

Sweet death

Love is shining

Lighting

There is a forest

for you to rest

feel the air

sweet melancholic you, oh Kate

Jaya, jewel, loving and giving

Birdsong, a dark cloud

moves over for lighter skies

golden, silver angels

singing, lovingly 

clear, tears, running waters

into the sea, the infinite

into nothing

only a song

in the forest

where you belong

 Earth embracing

The air releasing

The astral receiving

And I brerathe in and out

our beautiful memories

And she rises

 And she rises

from the woods

from the sea

from the misty pink skies

from the dust and ashes

from the fire

the soil receiving the discarded fragments

the wind sofltly blowing

tree roots deeper and branches wider

receive the light

as above

so below

wisdom is in the stilness

inhale

hold

exhale

In My Wilderness

 "In My Wilderness"  by Janis Ian

Rain falls on the shadow lands
Washing all my plans away
Time flies, stretched across the sands
Slow mirages dance and play
Hidden in a corner of my mind
There's a place where nothing's left behind

In my wilderness
In my wilderness
In my wilderness

Four walls cannot hold the dreams
Struggling in between these lines
Words fall, bursting at the seams
Splitting on the rocks and rhymes
Every day's another chance to fail
Honesty's the only thing for sale

In my wilderness
In my wilderness
In my wilderness

Time flies, shadows on the wall
Try and catch a falling star
How high can you rise at all
If you're scared to fall too far
I become a thief of time
Just to watch it all unwind

In my wilderness
In my wilderness
In my wilderness

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rNcTSXeL6Nk

The Dark Side of The Sun

 "Dark Side Of The Sun"

Things are different down here
People say they love you, then they disappear
I'm the king of all I dreamed of
But nobody seems to care
Things are different down here

When I sat at His right hand
Passing judgment on the world at His command
How He loved me, from above me
That's the thing I could not stand
When I sat at His right hand

It doesn't seem so far to fall
When you are up there, looking down
But from the ground you see eternity
And a distance so profound
There'll be no forgiveness now

A race that can't be run
A war that can't be won
A song that can't be sung
Just to feed my hunger

I don't need your love
I don't need your love to see what I've become
But look at me, now
I am free, now
Free to build my kingdom come
On the dark side of the sun

Things are different down here...

In the moment

 In the moment

Furry mouth

sticky eyes

I hear birds

fly from south

across the skyes

swallow, cuckoo

gulls, sparrow, crow

the exact type of bird

i really dont know

But right now, right here

in my bed, from my window

I hear

I listen

and listen

and I belong

to this micro moment of song

Precious

 Precious

a wave gently crashing on to the shore

Le Fay 

here to stay

and then away

again

Feetingly

Now

sure, the scent and the light

Inside me a shadow

I am

 I am,

now

the one.

The whole.

Unique and sole

Creatrice;

Nourish myself as I nourish others

I care,

I dare.

I am my own,

I am my self.

All my devotion,

passion and emotion,

With divine strength,

Like blossom, like flower

I hold the power

To surrender,

To be,

just be,

Yes,

I am

Woman.

Fearless

 Daring 

Ahead I go

No more backward glances

Now it is me, the new me

Taking chances, no fear

The fire flames rising

Aiming higher, feeling stronger

Into this new journey, here I go with my blessing

And like always

trust the signs

Follow my Moon

Starshine

Moonshine

Miranda

Monika

Luna

Warrior

Aquarius

Let the Sun shine

Moonchild

Aurora

Summer Loving

Lotus Flower

Goddess 

Rising

Falling 

Changing

Rising

Stop

Breath in

Let it all out

Shout

Heal myself

I now create

I care and inspire

I dance and I ride the wave

My new template

Lighting this fire

This new life I crave

And so it begins

 And so it begins

The Queen has announced that within and within

Is where we begin

So deep, so deep,

I search within

Until I weep

Dry tears of time lost

Time to come yet

The little girl Princess

She wired her most

Precious jewels and forget

The Witch stole her treasure

The Queen mourns her pleasure

Searching for the light

Shadows changing darkness 

Power of the fire, see the bright

Within me the Enchantress

There's the path, now it's happening

towards the bright light of Spring

Renew, breath new 

Wind, sun and morning dew

Follow the land

Take her hand

And become the one and only one

That is me, embrace the bitter and the new sweetness

Of possibilities and continue the journey I began

Princess, mistress, flower power

Mother

Wild woman

Enchantress

Through the path of loving

Myself and guide others

Slowly, slowly heading

To embrace

The Wise one

Wash away, wash away, away

Thought heavy thick grey

Clouds, wind, rain,

Blow,  wash away

The gloomy day,

The pain, again,

Rain, wash, wash away

Pure silver, drops

Cry, sky, until it stops

To shine again.

Invite the Rain.

Let go of the pain.

All the things I am holding onto 

Let them wash away.
All the dreams I have not lived – let it rain.
All the times I wept before, let it rain again
All the worry and all the fear
After the rain it will clear
All the wishing and wanting

Allow and open, even if daunting

Here, now, today

All the stuck and anger – go away.

Let it rain. Let me be

Fresh, new me

Release

From the top

Breathe

Just breathe

one more chance

repeat

forward slash

crash

release

And the wind

 And the wind is gutting

My inner self destroyed

Inside out and skinless

Every inch of my body 

A turmoil in degeneration

The tightness and the restlessness

The pains and discomforts

A lump of garbage

A mass of rotten organs

Change is imminent

Optimistic self control

Gaining power

Aiming to go through the storm

Dreaming of rising

One more time

I need to find the beauty inside this shit

And the rain

 And the rain

is here again

washing, cleansing, restoring.

Hiding the pain

Battered , bruised, numbed 

Body and Soul, 

The darkness of the whole

Heavy, thick air, earth, repairing

Fire cleansing, purifying the agitated

Restless mind and body, not succumbed

Quite, almost, virtually, unreal reality

And the sun

Erasing darkness, disclosing a glimpse of clarity

Waking up the world

The arising had begun