Is it me?

Is it me,
Or is it she
The one looking
In the looking glass
Not good looking
With a big fat ass
Glassy eyed
Stupefied
Wish the mirror lied

But hey, it's me
Or this new me
Plus another me
Which one do I see

I am you and she is you and I am me and I am she
Is that me?
See through eyes
Crazy eyes
Can't be
Monkey's screaming
No more playing
Elephant's trunk
Stink like skunk
Flaming, raging, blaming, shaming
Smacking, cracking,
Crawling, dancing, burning fire
Ancient tragic Greek acting
Some like it hot
Crisp frozen melting desire
Goddess hiding
behind a wooden mask
Demon gypsy stallion riding
Imagine, not
This body, in a basque

Is it me?.....Maybe from afar
Really far, yes it's moi.

The challenge

Morning dew
Something new
Radiance, glow
Come and go

This pandemic
it's quite pathetic
everyone is
quite empathetic

My internal turmoil
My continuous battle
I hear my blood boil
My cousin's in Seattle

Pandemic, it's the lockdown
Anxious me, groggy head
Paracetamol, in my dressing gown
No reason to get out of bed

Perhaps it is a blessing
This whole thing
I can just be, slow down a bit
I welcome it, I must admit

Time to look within
Time to just be

Experimental cuisine
I am my usual busy-bee

Cherish this time, be still
Look inside, wait until
It's over
There'll be bluebirds over

The metamorphosis

This fuzzy cocoon
This groggy self
Alien body the Moon
Heavy Earth gravity
Hear myself, hear myself
Alone, no identity

Pushing, wriggling out
Suffocating feeling
Waiting to grow my wings and spread out
Waiting to break free, dying
To fly

For now I sing the melancholy song
For it has been far too long
So far I have been wondering
Feeling, feeling and suffering
So perhaps is best
to surrender in this nest

I should get my paints out and try
To paint the wings of Me Butterfly

Unfold
And reveal
The outside in
Inside out
all over and all around
Lovingly glow
Lovingly grow
Freely flow
Spread, heal, feel

Divine light
Divine Love

Hear the Angels song
It has been too long
Awake now
It is all here, going to appear
Release your fear

The end is near

These silent spaces
Where the moon
Has lost its phases

I know that soon
The me, of many faces
Will finally find
Peace

Iridescence

Warmth
Radiant glow
Sun rays, winds blow

Heat pressing
Rising, suffocating
Even oppressing

Heart beating
Feeling tight
Then a glowing
Ever flowing
Iridescent light

Warmth
Colours, scents of many flowers
Glowing, flowing
Heat
Body bending
Extending
Reaching out
Cosmic radiance
Light, colours
Rising
Expanding
Contracting
Womb, pulsing
Universal frequencies
humming, tuning in
Perceiving

Peace, deep peace,
Radiance and cosmic love

Each cell in my body
Tuned in
This flow
This love

I surrender
I open
I listen
I glisten


Iridescence

Let us not be alone in our pain.

We can still remember when things were good.

We can still learn again to love ourselves, nature and our human nature.

How things work?

We work things together. This is called communication. Living in a community.




Susannah

As souls learn to contribute the gifts they possess

So the community grows and expands.

No one living in the community can live unto themselves

And just take, take, take

And give nothing.

Let Me use each one of you

So that you can give of your very best

In everything you do.

( from Foundations of a Spiritual Community, Eileen Caddy, co-founder of the Findhorn Foundation )